A discussion of what happens when the last sage or crone is dead?
What is between fear and fantasy?
Why does one ask, is it doubt or belief?
What happens next, when there is no one to ask? One is left to their own devices… left to themselves. Being left to being on their own. There is only what is. And what is it? By extensively examining what is, in the exhaustion one comes face to face with themselves. What does one do? Fight with themselves? Or accept what is? Acknowledging, forgiving, releasing and surrendering into themselves… both in singularity and unity. No longer to fear or love, but to be.
By surrendering to the many aspects of one’s self and to what is. Is where all unfolds (emerges). The statement of “I am” still carries the last degree of separation. The space between the stator and the statement. Sure, the statement of “I am,” is the statement of the last sage. The last stage of your existence. But it is not your existence… it is the last reflection of your existence.
When one whispers the question, is there doubt… a searching? A subtle presumption of the last separation. The question of “who am I” is between “I am” and the experience of I am.
Fear and Fantasy
Another way to view this is, “what is between fear and fantasy?” Fear is connected to the past. How can one fear if there is no past? And in fantasy, the wish for something that is that it is not yet in existence… REALLY? By definition a wish is a form of existence… but is yet not manifested. Fantasy is anticipatory and is the illusionary foundation of the future. Of course, there is anticipatory anxiety commonly noted as a not yet manifestated fear. Which is basing something might happen in the future… based on one’s past. When this happens, it is like trying to go forward while looking backward. Which is “back ass wards or forward.”
Back Ass Forward
With “back ass forward,” no wonder we are surprised when something happens… we didn’t see or expect it. What is one to do? Of course, there are things such as “eyes wide shut” or peering into the dark (unseen). In a sense, therapeutic psychology and new age metaphysics is the same thing but on a slightly different place on the “manifest time spectrum” … lol. One deals with the past manifestation and the other deals with the future or potential manifestations. Well what did you do to get the crap that happened to you? Verses what crap are you doing to get things to happen to you?
So the difference is a matter of one’s presence. I.e. current being. “Is it happening to you, or for you, or through you? But what if whatever happens is the gateway or portal to your next existence to be? And it doesn’t matter what happens? What matters is your response to whatever happens. It is your response that determines what happens next. In a sense, you are “future responding.” Responding before the future event happens. And in this response it creates the vacuum, attraction, magnetic, frequency which energizes existence to be (or happen).
Fear and Fascination
If our response is to recoil in fear and aversion. Our fear/aversion creates a vacuum for the fear and aversion to appear and follow us. It catches up with us, becomes our existence… and we become it… the presence thereof. On-the-other-hand, if our response is fascination, love, and excitement (Bashar’s/Darryl Anka) concept of follow your excitement) then we are “sucked into the draft (a type of vacuum).”
For example, drafting behind a semi-truck/trailer on the interstate. Closely following the tractor-trailer on the interstate, we are sucked along. It is easier, more efficient, requires less fuel, planning, etc. But we can’t see, we believe that the semi driver can see clearly. And if we also presume that the semi is also maintaining a clearing a path.
The question becomes… who the hell is driving the semi? LOL. The point is, we rarely know where love (or the carrot) is leading us. We are merely focusing on the immediate carrot, the love. Yet by focusing on love, we end up somewhere in which there was no way to expect… a complete surprise. Perhaps we only have a vague recollection of the journey… but can one be grateful that one/we/it has arrived?
Have You Arrived?
Well, where in hell have you/I/we arrived… or been? We have arrived here, to what is. What is, the what is? What is, is a trick question. It doesn’t matter what is; it matters that you have arrived (… well pre-arrived, i.e., already been) at what is and what matters, is what you are being… in fear or in love?
Or… “”When you attract something, you never attract it from somewhere else. When you manifest something, you never manifest it from somewhere else. You never bring things to you from somewhere else. Manifestation and attraction are the experience of creating a state of being that allows you to perceive what is already here and has always been here, but was invisible to you.” – Bashar
Of course, the only real thing to do is to be! Be in wonderment, discovering the existence of what is… to be not only in love, but to surrender and allow love to be.
Blessings,
Tim